Slacking lately due to lack of cleaver stuff to include and been having variations of drama!

Lots of brain fog, stress, anxiety and aches isn’t healthy to experience to get through the day. Blistering mind-boggling oddness is a unique way to put things. Shocking to argue on PS4 with someone whom fakes being cool with me for awhile and bashes my entire life and more! It’s demoralizing to experience what I do so often, I hope the people that bully me suffer greatly at some point. On other notes things are mostly awesome and vastly peculiar.

Lol though some people I’d love to throw a heavy object at and others I’d love to hug crazy how conundrum flows through my vicinity of my weird mind. Excuse my complex unorthodox thought process, it’s mostly rambling. #Autism #Tuesdaythoughts

Today has been continuously awful!

Me and mom were supposed to go on a trip this morning a little bit after leaving a tire goes almost entirely flat, that was super disorienting. I feel super lonely, pushed away, told, had a awful rude person on Snapchat , aching, had a painful bathroom experience and a little bit ago an argument with mom! I just want these toxic things to stop, I need some good things damn.

I don’t know what to think I’m so spaced and frustrated with madness. I’m sorry for anything I do and sorry for existing πŸ€¦β€β™‚οΈπŸ§© #Autistic #Saturdaythoughts

Mostly great except very bad pain for way to long!

Today was quite good and relieving! Not much going through my mind except the usual mindless entrapment and peculiarities of daily life. My perpetual daunting feelings like to creep in, the good stuff is nice too just feels like a never ending prison with more freedom than acceptable.

Mind numbing atrocities of life and agonizing weirdness from the cerebellum of a autistic guy, longing for more and yet unsure of if it’ll ever happen. The darkness has spoken and Bob is staying inside for awhile lol I love nicknames, I feel clever. #Autism #Darkness #Writingcommunity #ASD

It’s lovely to have a nice day!

Feeling uplifted, hyper and heartwarming! Nice combo of vibrations, hit tactics woooo hell yeah boi; so nice to have a great week or at least a epilogue to one! I got to see awesome movies this week and laughed a lot which is scrumptiously healthy or something unique.

It’s important to not let the darkness in most people just let happen which is unfortunate and toxic don’t be that type anyone whom reads this! Maybe more good things will happen soon yay yee haaa party πŸŽ‰πŸ§© #Autism #Goodvibes #Healthyliving #Fridaythoughts

A great friend suggested I do this with one of my reviews! -Love you Kat

The Matrix Review, a very profound one too.

Truly a masterpiece in every way! If it wasn’t for Fight Club this would my favorite; I’ve been on the fence about it. The Matrix along with They Live have the best metaphors about life/society, most of which a lot of the population aren’t woke to!

For example the entire speech Morpheus says “The Matrix is everywhere. It is all around us. Even now, in this very room. You can see it when you look out your window or when you turn on your television. You can feel it when you go to work… when you go to church… when you pay your taxes. It is the world that has been pulled over your eyes to blind you from the truth. That you are a slave, Like everyone else you were born into bondage. Into a prison that you cannot taste or see or touch. A prison for your mind.” Among other brilliant quotes like when he talks about what the world has become, then mentions we have become this referring to a battery. So many genius lines I could list that I won’t.

The effects, stunts, lighting, sounds, and tone are outstandingly spot on! They really did train for the fight sequences for months I’ve seen all the special features plus more. Yes this is a sci-fi film, but I see it as a documentary as well. We’re all slaves that take the blue pill throughout many things it’s just hard to realize that. I also love what someone else said, it’s a benchmark for sci-fi to come, that is very true and it’s the last of its kind; movies aren’t made like this anymore!

A lot of people worked hard to make this film what it is. I respect that; I’ve always wanted to work on film just haven’t had a way for many reasons. If you’ve read this far or even at all thanks and sorry! I usually don’t leave a review this long, just thought it was worth it for this one. Check out my others if you’re interested for now 10 out of 10 phenomenal movie in many ways!

#Autistic #Film #Philosophy #Fame #Hollywood #Thursdaythoughts

I realize something a film I love the feeling of being excited while watching and afterwards of a certain movie!

If I had a way to get a famous draft/script known I’d want something that gets the viewers attention like my favorite movies do! It’s important to get a reaction no matter what emotion, I know this about filmmakers I’ve listen to commentaries; I love studying films.

I’m sorry to whomever sees my blogs and feels sad I’ve had some rough days/thoughts. My mind disturbs me it’s bizarre but knowledge is power right? Yeah so what’s not enriching though is zero connections and the lost feelings so be it though I’m cool like fonze. #ASD #Filmthoughts #Moviebuff #Wednesdaythoughts #Writingcommunity